While lazily going through my past posts, I just figured out, too much of emotions and philosophy in last few! Well to be honest, that's how I usually write, but it kind of increases when I render myself through saturating pressure and my blog, rather my diary bears the brunt of it. I don't write regularly, but if I browse through my diary, past few months have just been of realizations. But I am not judgmental here in saying it is better in a way to deal with your emotions through abstract writings than live up your days in languishing hope and practicality. I just decided to give up on other thoughts, and concentrate on my health which has been a major concern for me in past few weeks, precisely four weeks. 
Oh! What a blessed feeling it is to walk fast and walk past everybody else, and dance in that joy-out-of-no-reason, and swing, and sway, and jump, and cuddle, and stretch! I can't do any of these now freely! Thanks to my back, that now I realize that beyond all the world of this deadline-infested grad-life of goals, dreams, philosophy, work, research, codes, advisor, PhD comics, conferences, dissertation, internship-search, cooking turns, India-trips and diet cokes, there is something very tangible and precious in me, that's myself - my mind, my body, my soul, my health! And how I thank God today for blessing me with a perfect health which I never cared for before, ruining it into a mess, and how I pray to get back to normalcy!!!!!