Aaahhhhh everytime, comes this corner of life, so-very-well-known to me and so dreaded that I never want to come back! I just want to get busy, want to sink in my work so much that I can't sigh......but still comes back to me the options of no-significant-work-yet-today and I hate having some time off for me! I feel like screaming so high that everyone turns and looks at me when I am on an unknown road of an unseen city or let my heart beat so hard that blood oozes out from my numb veins and I just have one option - to let it go!!! ... hey! wait! I need to get out of this mask of independence, this mundane mistletoe mode of mine. Atleast I need to be insane while I am writing, can't I? But no, I so frustratingly get stuck at this one damn corner of my life, everytimeeee......aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!